{"id":7514,"date":"2020-02-24T16:32:34","date_gmt":"2020-02-24T13:32:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dursunozden.com.tr\/?p=7514"},"modified":"2020-02-26T19:19:12","modified_gmt":"2020-02-26T16:19:12","slug":"sair-ve-ressam-dostum-mahir-irfan-benli-anisina-siir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dursunozden.com.tr\/?p=7514","title":{"rendered":"\u015eair ve ressam dostum Mahir \u0130rfan Benli an\u0131s\u0131na (\u015fiir)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>bu kent delirmi\u015f olmal\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bu kent beni \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rtt\u0131, yazmak i\u00e7in ka\u00e7t\u0131m uzaklara<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015fehrin, t\u00fcm kirliliklerinden \u00f6teye, do\u011faya teslimim<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>oysa ben, g\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn-korunakl\u0131, s\u0131rda\u015f sevi neferiyim<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yal\u0131n, suskun, korkak, panik, cesur ve \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczd\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yak\u0131nmadan, korku duvar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131k\u0131p, erdemlice diren<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, sevgiyi ve a\u015fk\u0131 ku\u015fanmak var, yeniden<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>kimsesiz zamanda ve yaln\u0131z-zor yolda ak dervi\u015fiz<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>kalben ba\u011fl\u0131y\u0131z o yer \u00e7ekimi ipine, da\u011fda-bay\u0131rda<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>karanl\u0131k-dipsiz kuyuda, devasa derin bir \u00e7ukurda<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131z-\u00e7aresiz konu\u011fuyuz denizin, y\u00fckl\u00fc ba\u015fak<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00fcn, g\u00fcnayd\u0131n dedi\u011finde, kar suyundan \u00e7ay i\u00e7tik<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00fcne\u015f banyosu yaparken, zamans\u0131z a\u015fka geldik<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u00fcstehcen gecenin a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131m\u0131, zambak beyaz\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ve \u0131slak-titrek dudak izi, bizi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu, isterikti<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ve sessiz-bu \u00fcrk\u00fct\u00fcc\u00fc an, bencillikti, kara delikti<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yitik zamanda, bitik kentin ilk s\u0131rr\u0131 azald\u0131 ve sustu<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>her i\u00e7 \u00e7eki\u015fte-a\u015fkla dirilen her dokunu\u015f, git geldi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131, g\u00f6\u011fe a\u00e7\u0131lan-mavi bak\u0131\u015f\u0131na engeldi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>izmit\u2019te yanan k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn, y\u0131k\u0131k kalbin, depremzedesi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>duvar resminde canlanan f\u0131r\u00e7a darbesi-vampir di\u015fi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>eline s\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n ilk kur\u015fun-doru beygirin \u00e7iftesi-nal i\u015fi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bu kent delirmi\u015f olmal\u0131, mahirdi-kara benli irfand\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>de\u011firmendere kurudu ve k\u0131v\u0131rc\u0131k sa\u00e7lar\u0131, ak undu<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>su yand\u0131, \u015fiirle y\u0131kand\u0131-sevdada ar\u0131nd\u0131 \u2018ah\u2019 sundu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>dursun \u00f6zden<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.dursunozden.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/21780_1469692706.jpg\" alt=\"\" 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