{"id":12635,"date":"2023-10-19T22:15:49","date_gmt":"2023-10-19T19:15:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dursunozden.com.tr\/?p=12635"},"modified":"2023-10-27T13:22:22","modified_gmt":"2023-10-27T10:22:22","slug":"gunun-derin-siiri-marianin-golgesi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dursunozden.com.tr\/?p=12635","title":{"rendered":"“DER\u0130N” \u015eiir: Maria’n\u0131n G\u00f6lgesi & A\u011flama Duvar\u0131 \u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

maria\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6lges<\/strong>i <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

kor \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6lgesi, \u00f6n\u00fcmde ya da ard\u0131mda; \u2018ben giderim<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

o gider, \u00f6n\u00fcmde ve ard\u0131mda, tin tin eder\u2019 <\/em>o nediyordum<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6lgem sinsi bir dedektif olup, beni izliyor; uzun g\u00f6lgem<\/p>\n\n\n\n

beni g\u00f6lgeliyordu ve ona sordum: \u2018sen kimin g\u00f6lgesisin?\u2019<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

yan\u0131t g\u00f6lgesizdi, kendi g\u00f6lgemin izinde-k\u00f6r \u0131\u015f\u0131kta mordum<\/p>\n\n\n\n

burdurlu meryem-pardon<\/em>-ak\u00e7a maria g\u00f6lgesinden korkan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

acemi te\u015fkilat\u00e7\u0131, g\u00fcd\u00fck b\u00fclen\u2019in, a\u011fma g\u00f6z\u00fcndeki kordum<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o \u00e7ok bilinmeyen denklemli satran\u00e7ta c\u00fcce piyondu ve her<\/p>\n\n\n\n

hamle-korkak g\u00f6zleri mordu, ona elli y\u0131l\u0131n hesab\u0131n\u0131 sordum<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ve \u015fu, kirli-kanl\u0131 el yordam\u0131yla, yitik arka b\u00f6lgesini, olmayan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6lgesini g\u0131d\u0131kl\u0131yordu, sicili uyuzdu ve onu su\u00e7\u00fcst\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yitik zaman \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6lgesinde; dibi derin, uzan\u0131p \u015fiire yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ulu ceviz a\u011fac\u0131 uykuda kim dost-kim d\u00fc\u015fman? bilmiyordum<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ah ki, ah!.. as\u0131l olan ve nesnel ger\u00e7ek, o beyin tak\u0131m\u0131 nerede?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6bek ba\u011f\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131da; biz hala zahir ile-g\u00f6lge ile dans ediyoruz<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6n\u00fcmdeki-ard\u0131mdaki tin tin takip\u00e7i, o sinsi g\u00f6lgeyi biliyordum<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ve huysuz-soysuz, u\u011fursuz-vicdans\u0131z g\u00f6lge sendin, uyand\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

art\u0131k, maria\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 cand\u0131-\u015finanay\u0131 ve o d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc hayra yordum<\/p>\n\n\n\n

zaman ge\u00e7ti-sava\u015f bitti, zalimler geldikleri gibi gitti, g\u00f6lgem-ben hala ya\u015f\u0131yorum<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2018ku\u015flar\u0131 vurmay\u0131n-\u00e7ocuklar bar\u0131\u015f ve sevgiyle ya\u015fam\u0131 ya\u015fas\u0131nlar\u2019<\/em> diye sava\u015f\u0131yorum<\/p>\n\n\n\n

maria\u2019n\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131; g\u00f6lge adam\u0131n silah\u0131na k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 karanfil takt\u0131 ve ben, g\u00f6lgemle var\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dursun \u00f6zden<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

a\u011flama duvar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

ah! yeniden payla\u015f\u0131m sava\u015f\u0131 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131-o and\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ay salland\u0131, cami ile kilise bombaland\u0131, yand\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00fctopyas\u0131z mazlumlar, k\u00f6r ate\u015fi k\u0131yamet sand\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

do\u011fmadan \u00f6len bebelerdi-duvarlar a\u011flamaz ki<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yay\u0131lmac\u0131-kafatas\u00e7\u0131, fa\u015fist devlet ter\u00f6r\u00fc-imdat!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o \u00f6l\u00fcm tuza\u011f\u0131-ispiyoncu \u015f\u0131ll\u0131k-sinsi kavata inat<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o umut dergah\u0131, kutsal h\u00fcseyin abdal \u00e7am\u015f\u0131h\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

haham ve imam\u0131n fesi-kam anan\u0131n bitsin yas\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kerem ile meryem ah\u0131, yak\u0131lan isa\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7arm\u0131h\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kanayan t\u00fcrk\u00fcler bozla\u011f\u0131, o k\u0131z\u0131l karanfil da\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc ve ac\u0131y\u0131 kan\u0131ksayan yitik \u00e7ocuklar \u00e7a\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

vurulup d\u00fc\u015fen; ak g\u00fcvercin \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, tuza\u011f\u0131-a\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bar\u0131\u015f kime gerek? sava\u015f severler bitene dek<\/p>\n\n\n\n

seherde \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 dinlendiren, aksakal ulu dervi\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sevgi ve bar\u0131\u015f herkese yeter, doyas\u0131ya sevi\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2018filistin\u2019e el s\u00fcr\u00fclemez, ortado\u011fu emperyalizmden ar\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u2019<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

kesilen i\u011fde a\u011fac\u0131na \u00fcz\u00fclen, \u00f6len at i\u00e7in g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 ak\u0131t\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kitlesel soyk\u0131r\u0131ma u\u011frayan-mazlum yitik \u00e7ocuklar i\u00e7in<\/p>\n\n\n\n

umut cephesine ko\u015fan mustafa kemal izinde yar\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sesine ses katal\u0131m: \u2018yurtta bar\u0131\u015f, d\u00fcnyada bar\u0131\u015f!\u2019<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

dursun \u00f6zden<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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