{"id":102,"date":"2013-09-02T15:07:50","date_gmt":"2013-09-02T12:07:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.liliumreklam.com\/dur\/?p=102"},"modified":"2013-09-02T15:07:50","modified_gmt":"2013-09-02T12:07:50","slug":"nil-sevdasi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dursunozden.com.tr\/?p=102","title":{"rendered":"N\u0130L SEVDASI"},"content":{"rendered":"

nil sevdas\u0131<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

dolunay zaman\u0131, yitik gece -k\u00fcsk\u00fcn<\/p>\n

tan k\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 uyand\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015f, y\u0131ld\u0131z kayd\u0131<\/p>\n

yer sevi- g\u00f6k sevdam, a\u015fk\u0131n kutbu<\/p>\n

gelece\u011fi belirleyen gelene\u011fin g\u00fcc\u00fc<\/p>\n

yan\u0131k a\u00e7-a\u00e7\u0131k, yoksul ve mutlu<\/p>\n

ve kara afrika\u2019n\u0131n efendisi<\/p>\n

sevda ve siyahlar \u00fclkesi<\/p>\n

g\u00f6\u011fe ve \u00e7\u00f6le \u015fiir yazan<\/p>\n

ya\u015fam\u0131n can suyu nil<\/p>\n

sema g\u00fcl dikeni kanar<\/p>\n

afrika\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 \u015fi\u015fesi<\/p>\n

nil kayna\u011f\u0131na-umuda akar<\/p>\n

yan yana, yana yana d\u00f6nerler<\/p>\n

dervi\u015f-\u015fahmeran-hortum ve halka<\/p>\n

sudan a\u015fk\u0131, dipten gelen bir i\u00e7 dalga<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u00f6l tuza\u011f\u0131 piramitler tanr\u0131 evi sar\u0131 s\u0131cak<\/p>\n

g\u00fcne\u015f i\u00e7en melek k\u0131zlar alt\u0131n toplayacak<\/p>\n

k\u0131z\u0131ldeniz dibinde, y\u0131ld\u0131za-aya yasland\u0131m<\/p>\n

av kimdi, avc\u0131 kim? pusuda sevdaland\u0131m<\/p>\n

kobra\u2019n\u0131n elinden elmas\u0131 ald\u0131m, avland\u0131m<\/p>\n

ve jabal marah bana, ben nil\u2019e a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m ama<\/p>\n

hartum\u2019da mola verdim, beyaza b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcm<\/p>\n

mor karkaden i\u00e7ip ya\u011fl\u0131 g\u00fcre\u015fte demlendim<\/p>\n

nil\u2019in g\u00fcl memesinden g\u00fcne\u015fi emen bendim<\/p>\n

omdurman pazar\u0131, a\u015fk yeri, renklerin dans\u0131<\/p>\n

rek\u015fa ile hayat devam, suya ve \u00e7\u00f6le selam<\/p>\n

her y\u00fcz\u00fcmde, ba\u015fka yara-\u00e7izgi, d\u00fc\u015fman izi<\/p>\n

barya, dinka, silluk, cunup ve surmal\u0131 k\u0131zlar<\/p>\n

fark\u0131n fark\u0131nda, birlikte ya\u015famak ne g\u00fczeldir<\/p>\n

ben afrika\u2019n\u0131n beline, dolana dolana akan nil<\/p>\n

destan\u0131n ilk dizesi, ya\u015fam\u0131n gizemli son g\u00f6zesi<\/p>\n

sunaf \u00e7i\u011fner hurma sar\u0131s\u0131, \u00e7\u00f6lde, devesiz, yaya<\/p>\n

k\u0131z\u0131ldeniz\u2019in k\u0131z\u0131l sa\u00e7l\u0131 g\u00fczeli maryem-haway\u2019a<\/p>\n

port sudan\u2019\u0131n istanbullu karakargalar\u0131-s\u00fcmeyya<\/p>\n

usurey\u2019i ba\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131karan sand\u0131r a\u011fac\u0131 duman\u0131-isi<\/p>\n

habe ge\u00e7idi bir yana, sinkadl\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar bir yana<\/p>\n

ve \u015fiiri u\u00e7akta \u00f6pen hartumlu hostesten bu yana<\/p>\n

samanyolu, dudak izi, sevi mele\u011fi tahani osman<\/p>\n

\u015fifal\u0131 bir \u015fark\u0131 m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131r, i\u00e7sel ve y\u00fcrekten o an<\/p>\n

\u201cah sevgilim\/hayat\u0131m hayat\u0131m\/kalbim seninle<\/em><\/p>\n

a\u015fk\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bu tad\u0131yla \/ al hayat\u0131m sana feda<\/em><\/p>\n

senin sevgine feda \/ yang\u0131n\u0131m dokun bana\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

tarihe ve ya\u015fama dokundum suak\u0131n adas\u0131nda<\/p>\n

osmanl\u0131 izi var ceylan bak\u0131\u015fl\u0131 tabow g\u00f6z\u00fcnde<\/p>\n

k\u0131nal\u0131 g\u00fczel ama ne g\u00fczel sa\u00e7lar\u0131na \u015fiir dizer<\/p>\n

s\u00fcnnetlik k\u0131nal\u0131 gelin, el fatah ikindi zaman\u0131<\/p>\n

zikir ve dans\u0131n sonunda doyuma ula\u015fma an\u0131<\/p>\n

t\u00fcts\u00fcl\u00fc ve davullu i\u00e7sel yakar\u0131\u015f, ardah dans\u0131<\/p>\n

uzun ince yolday\u0131z; nil ve ben, bir de \u015fiirimiz<\/p>\n

suyun mavi g\u00f6z\u00fc a\u011flar, susuz ya\u015fam sonumuz<\/p>\n

dinnar do\u011fal ya\u015fam hayvanlar k\u00f6y\u00fcnde i\u00e7i s\u0131zlar<\/p>\n

yaban\u0131l ve konuksever godya evde kahveci k\u0131zlar<\/p>\n

y\u00fcz\u00fc \u00e7izgili surmalar, elleri nas\u0131r, kolunda burmalar<\/p>\n

y\u0131rt\u0131k kulakl\u0131, iri dudakl\u0131 ve uzun boyunlu g\u00fczeller a\u00e7<\/p>\n

sava\u015fa inat, bar\u0131\u015f i\u00e7in sak\u0131z patlat\u0131yor cubal\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar<\/p>\n

yanke-beyaz misyoner-ha\u00e7l\u0131 irtica; yoksulluk ve \u00f6l\u00fcm<\/p>\n

su -ekmek yerine, incil da\u011f\u0131tt\u0131lar; tutsak-a\u00e7 \u00e7ocuklara<\/p>\n

can \u00e7ocuklar, ah bizim \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z, al\u0131n yaz\u0131lar\u0131 kara<\/p>\n

kara kuru ve ince uzun elleri; kitaps\u0131z, silahl\u0131 maskara<\/p>\n

kutsanmadan \u00f6l\u00fcrler, ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 bilmezler darfur\u2019da<\/p>\n

uyumaktalar g\u00fcne\u015fin g\u00f6lgesinde \u00e7e\u00e7e sine\u011fi koynunda<\/p>\n

ey gezgin \u015fair! mutluluk \u015fiirinin foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7eker misin?<\/p>\n

a\u00e7 \u00e7ocuklar \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclmesin, a\u011f\u0131z dolusu g\u00fclebilsinler diye<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u0131plak ve me\u015fru bir dirili\u015f, be\u015f milyar y\u0131ll\u0131k uykusundan<\/p>\n

uyan\u0131rken dev-kara afrika, beyaz ve mavi nil sevdalan\u0131r<\/p>\n

bir \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck \u015fark\u0131s\u0131 yank\u0131lan\u0131r, tam tam\u2019lar\u0131n yurdundan<\/p>\n

uygarl\u0131k harikas\u0131- insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n atas\u0131, siyahlar \u00fclkesi sudan<\/p>\n

umuda sudan sebep, sar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn efendisi – esmer t\u00fcrkler<\/p>\n

\u201csudan\u2019\u0131n atat\u00fcrk\u2019\u00fc ahmed al bazhir\u201d, o \u00fclk\u00fcy\u00fc yaratan<\/p>\n

ve el feyturi, tac\u00fcssir hassan ve muhittin faris\u2019in \u015fiir oku<\/p>\n

m\u0131zra\u011f\u0131 sevgide odaklan\u0131r-\u015fahlan\u0131r-aklan\u0131r b\u00fcy\u00fck sudan<\/p>\n

sabah el hayr! sabah el nur! \u015f\u00fckran! nil sevdas\u0131 ya\u015fanan<\/p>\n

dursun \u00f6zden<\/strong><\/p>\n

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